This is one of the first litttle videos i made for fun one night at dinner with brady's family.

This is my journal writting for the day.

Free form writting.

I feel a little bit like I just drowmned in my own pool of emotion, and I'm not dead, i'm complelety in my center with it, and I can't believe how beautiful the mess is, how beautiful i feel inside and how incredibly  chaotic things are on the outside. Like Ram Das my yoga teacher alway said about being in the eye of the tornado, the eye is the stillness, yet the tornado is whirling around the stillness like crazy. What a awesome place for me to be. People are losing control all around me, and they are all me. People who speak of death as I once are not speaking literally, literally meaning in Unity. Rather they are  speaking of the death of the ego in which they put so much emphasis on their physical body. I understand that so much of the idea of death is the ego, and when you really feel your soul you become rattional enough to know that our souls are eternal and the game is to merge the soul with the mental, emotional and PHYSICAL aspects of ourselves. Death is just a figment of imagination set forth by our ancestors , gererated by confusion , instilled with old patterning in order for us to evlove through much pain triumph and glimpses of truth to get us to where we are now. Makes me feel as though this place is perfect in all ways, so divine, and set up for me to wake up to myself. With the feeling of perfection it becomes easier to let go of reistance and shine light in the dark corners of the mind and let go. This way that I see can irritate people and challene people, because I gather my thoughts and intuition by not looking directly at a single thing, rather softening my eyes and looking through it so I can activate my peripherial vision and see everything around it as well, and put it together as a mechanism that is a part of the whole being feed by so many factors, that are ultimalty capable of change, growth and transcendence.

Everything is one, here to display the many characterisitcs of a infinte God in struture , yet has one core in which we are all trying to remember.

Nameste,

Jessi

The people who created The Secret are now coming out with the next best thing called The Moses Code. It looks like it is going to be amazing, check out the trailer!

This guy is insane. I wish I knew his name. Tell me what you think! I have never seen movement like this in my life. :) Jessi